It’s funny how some people have to work so hard to survive and it comes so naturally to others. Yes, I compare myself to others and yes, I also know that I shouldn’t do that. They haven’t been what I’ve been through. It’s just so difficult seeing people happy and smiling and genuinely enjoying themselves. It’s like ice cream. I get one lick and they get the large cone with sprinkles and a cherry on top. I know that life isn’t fair and I have accepted that, I just wish that life would cut me a bigger break. I want that ice cream cone for myself.